God Told Me to Skin You Alive

Michael. 20 years old. Living in Tempe, AZ. I like punk rock, anime, comics and old movies, which basically my blog in summation. I also have a condition called "alopecia areata" and have been diagnosed since I was two. Let's be friends!

I have nothing to apologize for because I did nothing wrong.

I miss falling asleep and waking up next to someone.

I honestly don’t think I can love again for a long time. If that ever happens, I think I deserve someone who isn’t going to take my love for granted.

I hope you don’t get “bored” with this next guy and cheat on him, too.

Just sayin’…

Have a good one.

Unfortunately, part of me still cares about you. But I can’t afford to hurt myself again.

Some days, a dulled mind and a weak smile are the best I can do.

I’m going to go on a short rant.

You know what? I’m sorry I’m so clingy and affectionate. I guess that’s what happens when you grow up with abandonment issues. My dad walked out on me when I was eight years old. Maybe if I never knew him, I wouldn’t be so needy. But I was eight, so my memory is too clear. Whenever I get close to people, I always try to do everything in my power to please them or make them happy and I get clingy because I’m always afraid of losing them. That’s just how I’ve grown up. But I suppose I should be used to people doing that.